From passive suicide to reckless endangerment, I have lived in a wide range
From agnostic to fanatic
I have been all over the map
It could all happen again
and I am okay with that.
What is going on in my life right now? Having some financial issues because of a mistake with our escrow and an issue with unemployment. Slowly taking care of these things. I’ve been thinking about gardening but I have not done much of anything. I haven’t done laundry all week. I’m just not motivated. I do still enjoy reading. I just finished Everyday Enlightenment 7 stories of ordinary people having an awaening.
At first the stories made me feel like I haven’t really seen this. I know there are days when I feel like I have. Then this feeling came over me like this doesn’t even matter anymore. I am okay the way I am. This insecurity comes. and goes. However I am growing more comfortable just being my character of the moment.
So am I done seeking? I think so. I still enjoy reading spiritual texts and listening to Alan Watts. I like to know that I am not alone.